I wake up...blank image...i slap me...blank image...angel comes to me...plain white image...i see angel's face...looks like you...damn...i must be dreaming...no...it's real,says the angel...me:"fuck off"...sleeping...wake up again..."you???!!!"...yelling at the angel...the angel hits me in the face...blank image again...sleeping...wake up...angel is in front of me...looks like her...strange...it's you???...angel: no,it's her boyfriend...what?!?!...the angel hits me in the face...i fall asleep...i wake up five minutes later...i'm paralised...the angel is on top of me...damn...those pills...no,it's me again...what do you want from me?!?!...blooooooooooood!!!...oh...i see...the angel hits me in the face...i fall asleep...wake up ten minutes later...i see the angel...red stain on the white wings...i'm bleeding...take a pair of scissors...the angel hits me again...i am sleeping...wake up three days later...where's the angel...the angel is near me with the scissors in his/her chest...i look at his/her face...i don't understand...it was...what?...where?...there are too many sharp things around me...get up...throw them on the ..hit three kids...blood...dead people...sharp...things...window bad...shit...killed kids...wrong...dead body in my room...my girlfriend...damn,man...am i dreaming...is this the worst nightmare...silence...the door...someone's knocking...shit...pizza guy...full of blood...pizza guy rings the doorbell...what shall i do???...don't know...me stupid asshole...look at the door...it's covered in blood...open it...take the pizza...leave the money...locking me inside my house...i eat pizza...i'm lost inside myself...i can't find...open tv..."crimes in town,three kids killed...with a pair of scissors,a knife and a pencil"...this all thing sucks...i just can't do this...i look in the mirror...blue skeleton...i go to sleep...i wake up in the morning...i look in the mirror...green skeleton...i pick up my phone...happy fourth of july...it can't be...look on the ..it's 2012...no no no...blood everywhere...why???...police knocking at my door...take a gun...mouth...i pull the trigger...and again...blank image...i see the angel..."welcome"...short friendly kiss...feel better...fall asleep...