And i dont want the world to see me because i dont think that they'd understand , when everything was meant to be broken i just want you to know who i am.

My dreams they arent as empty as my consions seems to be , i have hours only lonely my words are vengance thats never free.

Alive in me , inside of me , a part of me screams silently. This part of me wont go away. Every where i look around i see how every one aught to be , every time i see myself i see there is always something wrong with me.

There are spaces between us that can not be filled , spaces between us filled with hatred and love , i hate everything about you , but why do i still love you.

Crawling in my skin the wounds wont seem to heal fear is how  i fall confusing is real.

I tried so hard and got so far but in the end it doesnt even matter i had top fall to lose it all and again in the end it doesnt matter.