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FOR LOVERS : Jun 23, 2004

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i watched "My Sassy Girl" probably for the millionth time. strictly a movie for the sappy movie lovers who love the melodrama of love stories... *raises hand* i swear koreans make the sappiest most heart breaking cry your heart out kinds of films... sniff sniff, i hate you guys.

all this got me to thinking about love stories... one of my friends just got engaged this week and i am sure this will only trigger a domino effect of enagements... people and their love stories...

i spoke to one of my ex's and he just broke up with his gf cuz he was thinking about marriage and who the "right" person is. my other ex has galz all over him (and he apparently is calling up all these galz too) all in the name of what i call him search for the "right" gal. my other ex is already married and living in vegas.

everyone is still searching for (or god bless 'em) found their love.

as stupid and irrational as love makes us, it is ultimately the driving force of everything. in my more optimistic days i said that "lovers know the answers to the universe." i guess there is still some truth to that, but i am not so willing to believe it anymore (just cuz my heart is encased in a big-ass safe and the keys has been misplaced).

so what is the deal with love? is the love that exists in relationships the ultimate goal? and if it is, why am i not part of this game? shit i think if it is THAT important i have to get out on that playing field.

i'll take it back a step. for the first time in my life i am wishing to be single. while i was growing up i always had a boyfriend from age 12 till now (with only one summer of being single)... after that i had my first long "wishing that I am single" spell which was very hard to get through (i'd whine about it all the time).

so in all honesty i miss being single. i like going out with no worries about hurting someone else's feelings and i like meeting new people and just hanging out with no strings attached. you can look at all the guyz you pass by on the street, you can play the eye contact game anytime, the rush of adrenaline is great when you decided to make a move... but of course how long will this last... i've always grew up as a a stern supporter of love and fate and destiny and all that hallmark bullshit.

it's fine being single, but there are just those days you want to be in that aura of trust and love... where you can call them up and just listen to them breath or just lay in their lap quietly on a random afternoon...