I've Wrote This Cuz It's The True And That Is What I Feel Inside...

So This Is How My Life Goes On !!!!!

I'm Just Tired Of Being Alive Anymore I'm Tired Of Life I've Nothing To Do No Potentials No-one Wake Me Up All What I've Got Is Broken Heart And Broken Dreams It Feels Like I'm Living In Prison Which Full Of Nightmares How Could Anyone Feel This My Heart Is Full Of Empty Love, I've No Money No Car No Job,I just Don't Care But I've only a God So Enough For Everything I Can Stand On My Feet And I've Got The Health That I Need "Thanks God" For What You've Gave I'm Not About To Lose My LIfe Over No Changes But The Life Is Only One Chance
So This Is The Story Of My Life Me And The Darkness And The Sadness Are Always Together I Feel Like I'm a unlucky Forever I've Been Looking For Somebody To Change My Life To Feel The Same To Show Me Some Love But I Didn't Find No-one specially Yet All The People Doesn't Look At Me For Who I'm They're Just Looking For Stupid Money For Who Is The Rich And That Means Nothing Anymore I just Can't Hide This Everywhere I Go I close My Eyes And Start Imagine The Situation That I'm At I Just Can't Realize Nothing At all cuz they just got me wrong Sometimes When I'm Getting Lonely It's Like Every-time,I keep Reminiscing My Past Years I've Lost Too Many Of Things And My Ancient Friends  Some Passed Away And Some Are Still Alive But I can't Even Feel Them Or Ever See Them It's Like I'm Living In Unknown imagination I Can't Figure This OUt I Just Wonder Why Should We Lose Something To Win Something This Life Is Really Impossible To Understand The LOve The Emotions And The Feelings Are Unseeing Nowadays Everything Is So Hard All What I'm Seeing Is No Friendship
No Mother No Father No Sister No Brother Nothing Make Sense At The Moment Even When I'm Talikng About My Life No-one Understand This
I've Tried So Hard I've Sacrificed Everything To See New Life But I'm Still Suffering So Enough Who Knows Not No-one At All The Eyes Are Crying The Pain Is Too Deep I'm Tired Of Seeing People Dying For Nothing Everyday We're Living It's Like We're Smiling For Today
And Then We're Crying Tomorrow THere Is Nothing Will Last Forever Everything Is The Same Nothing Changes,I'm Too Deep In Whatever I'm Saying I see No Future Because Of The Preoccupations That I've Got In This Life I Don't Want To Bury My Face Yet I'm Still Struggling To Challenge The Whole World I've Got Mind is Like Gun My Words Are Like Bullets And My Heart is Like Store That Is All What I'm About To My Enemies In Anywhere Everybody Has Got A Different Enemies In This Life,But To Me Everything Is Enemy No-one Love Me For Who I am, No one Treat Me As Brother  This World Is Really Cold All What I Need Is Too See The Peace Before I Die And To Find Peace To Live My Whole LIfe JUst Alone I don't WAnt To See No-one No-more